Thursday, 26 January 2017

Infinity

                                                           





                                   Infinity
The midnight sky looked refreshing as the winter air cast her magnificent smoggy demeanour upon the starry night. The stars appeared to be as vibrant as ever, but only one of the many twinkling balls of fire caught my attention. Even in a clear night sky that one star that could outshine every other star in and take my breath away was Sirius...Yes. Like Sirius Black from Harry Potter? Exactly. 

My primary knowledge regarding the stars and constellations has always baffled people. My mum was always the one to help me gather knowledge regarding anything and everything in this universe. Being married off at quite a young age has always stuck out as a sore thumb for her. Not that she complains about it. According to my Ma, everything happens for a reason. Even her marriage to my Baba did. While on one hand she does accept that her academic curriculum vitae could have looked a lot better had her opportunity of completing her Masters hadn’t been snatched away but on the other hand she is compelled to take in the truth that had it been not for the untimely matrimonial inception, Ma would have never come across my Baba.

Now back to the constellations, shall we? Since three, I have had this crazy idea of being a space scientist. The Stars, the Moon, and more importantly the Sun have always been the centre of my imagination vessel. A vessel that never had limitations for the rationale. Since my mother couldn’t afford to continue her studies with a family imposed upon her shoulders at the mere age of nineteen, she made sure her daughters never faced the same brunt.  I never had the likes for one subject, as my approach had always been holistic and all permeating. I loved connecting one subject with that of another. In real life I never used my rationale in articulating my thoughts as I found the fiction attractive and appealing. In the virtual terrestrial I could fly like a Red Bull consumer (Red Bull gives you wings).  When it came to my studies nothing could deter me from the path of Illumination into rationality. My elder sister, Maitreyee was the Humanities girl from the very beginning as the bitter truth that blew her chances with Commerce and Science was her sour relation with Mathematics. My mother was never the one to rush things, so she was a lot lenient when it came to studies as she always told me, “Education is necessary for a child’s mental development but what is more important is to become a good human being.” Despite Maitreyee’s lack of interest in her studies my mother let her have her own way as she slowly grew fond of the subjects she was scoring low, except Maths. In her second grade she fell in love with English along with the others like History and Geography.

She would always tell me, “Maths is like that one crush of mine who will neither reciprocate my feelings nor look at me.” Shahrukh Khan’s Raj and Simran had inspired her so much that she took it literally and chased Maths with all her brains and beauty. But alas! Her crush took off the runway and landed somewhere else even before she had had her golden opportunity in proposing to Maths. Tsk, tsk, tsk. Maths has always been my wingman, ever since the inception of my consciousness. My love for my subjects was something that got people into flips, as they were left wondering upon my visible affair with Language and Maths. My mother was the one to encourage me when it came to Language, while my father was the Science fanatic (he does have a laboratory though!)

As I heave a sigh of relief, a cloudy smoke evolves out of my exhaled air. I could see the smoke curling up as it ascends the Stairway to Heaven! (My iPod playlist still has the 1970s hit of Led Zepplin) As the smoke clears out of my vicinity a strange feeling begins tugging at my stomach, as I feel a bit queasy. I have always been an alert person when it came to my surroundings. And this time I could feel a pair of eyes burning on me, but from where?  

The street lights were already dimmed reminding me of Professor Dumbledore’s magical ability in the opening scene of my all time favourite Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone, although I am 22 it will always be my pick of the case! As I got up from my lying position I couldn’t help but smile at my childish nature, quite immature, isn’t it? No. Not really. These midnight adventures never tired me out as my exhausted brain found peace in the solitude when the world slept, I let Mother Nature do the talk. The innocence of the mysterious woman in twinkles drew me in a state of trance as I felt my eyes drooping and my body relaxing to the sweet music that reverberated through my larynx. The roof has always been my rendezvous ever since my childhood. Lying on a rough surface had never undermined my comfort but the extra smooth roof top in my American lifestyle softened against my skin.
As I prepared to take my leave I found Sirius winking at me as I winked back. As I prepared to leave for my room I couldn’t help but reminisce my memories of being a Potterhead as I muttered , ‘Oh, Harry!’ No sooner had the pure-blood’s name been uttered I heard a distant snigger as I was lifted out of my reverie.

I stood face to face with none other than the Devil himself, in his half naked glory as he stared at me with amusement in his warm emerald jade eyes. I was frozen to the ground and found myself in a compromising situation as my legs refused to obey my brain’s commands who kept throwing marching orders! My face contorted like a wrinkled old bat as the only option I had was to face him the same way as he was doing to me. 

His stare made my blood boil as I found puffs of anger cooking out of nowhere! Well the reason was totally unjustifiable as he had every right to look or see but his stare was creeping me out, so was his upturned lips slowly curving into a smirk! Oh, Lord! I knew that smirk! I have seen it countless number of times on SNL and The Late Late Show With James Corden, to form a conjecture as to what it meant. It meant entertainment for him and eradication for me!  I was so engrossed in my own thoughts that his words have hardly registered, his next utterance caught me off guard as my mouth opened up like a dying fish as he got hold of his chest as his melodious! NO, scratch that, his Banshee-like laughter echoed in the night sky. The only gist I caught in my befuddled state was his equally disturbing, peevish comment.

“Do I make your ovaries burst?”

NO. NO. Scratch that completely. I modified his irascible remark. Cause his words were so nightmarish and sexual that my cheeks caught fire without the slightest effort of chemical compounds!

“Do I turn you on? Dear young Lady?”


How chivalrous of him to utter that to a complete stranger who has had no prior correspondence with him! Bloody nitwit! I felt, a kick in the ass would be the best comeback but my abnormally-laconic state rendered me helpless and immobile. I mustered my last bit of energy and bolted towards my room as his Goliathic-voice rang about the seemingly quiet neighbourhood. I tried calming my heart as the sudden adrenaline rush heightened my bodily functions rendered my body immobile ringing my ears and making me dizzy like a drunkard. Every single variety of emotion was wheezing past my body worsening my mental condition. Despite my tiresome adventure on the roof I dragged my body to shut the door and windows before the crazy- Styles- of- my- neighbour decided to take the game to level 2 into crossing rooftops and intruding my privacy. As my mind kept spiralling up and down into joining the dots to conclude the result, his face kept coming back worsening my confused status. As I realized that I had only three hours before day-break, I dived in my bed as the same (Isn’t he lovely?) face haunted me before I woke up to my alarm, blaring to life!

Wednesday, 25 January 2017

The Awakening

                                                             


The Awakening
You were there as bright as a sun glow,
I was there feeling like a rainbow.
The sky held numerous gazes I sneaked,
And that was the time that you realized

A silent observer waiting to be noticed.


A greeting and a two that flourished the love
Made my yarn spin the weave,
My heart knew no bounds as the flower blossomed;
Little did I know that the flower was infected
The weed of treachery that unfolded,
Left the blossom withered and rusted.

The blossom blemished as grief grappled
The petals that hath once bloomed, battled
An unforeseen disease that hath made life crippled;
Strange was the game of fake gestures
That hath unravelled the  eye of imminence,
A storm that bled the blossom permanence.

A broken piece that hath once braved
To save the soul from being vanquished;
A song of trust and treachery beheld-
As broken lyrics lie murdered in scarlet,
A tune once melodious now discordant.

Strength once gathered from the heap
Restore courage once again;
A seed now born from broken grains
Picks the power of self-regained.

That which hath perceived betrayal,
Will rise from the remnants to fight back-
Making tomorrow a glorious comeback.

-Rise Up no matter how diificult the stances might be.